Getting yourself closer to God

I have so much trouble these days doing that. I need to come to a point where I am just crying out to God, and wanting to spend time with him, and I am sorry to say that I haven't been doing that so much lately. I am having this blog "Japanese Missionary Extraordinaire" as my title, and yet I don't even have it in me to have a quiet time every once in a while. I have to work, and I mean work hard at keeping myself on the game. I am already dead spiritually. Pastors from years ago told me that you have to have spiritual food before you could even consider having physical food. You just have to put that first on your plate. Always commit to that, each and every day of your life.